How Dry I am

Waiting for BFF, he promised me a huge load of piss after he left a friend's party tonight. So, I'm sitting here dry and hard waiting for him. I wouldn't want to miss out on a good time. We haven't seen each other for a week: How Dry I Am. Looking at these guys drinking and being showered is almost more than I can stand. Still, I wanted to give you a touch of the flavor of my night. Not only am I dry, but I'm thirsty. You would think that after last weekend I wouldn't have the need, you'd be wrong. The need is stronger than ever.

I'd be glad to take it any of these ways from BFF. Generally, he prefers to give it to me straight on, unless he's bussed then he will vary the scene some.

BFF is one of those guys that can piss through a hard on. In fact he will often start soft and be fully erect by the time he's done. Just FYI.

Hot and sexy scenes.

Happy boys drinking from the tap. That will be me soon.

Where's the excitement? Joy? Happiness?



These are clips from a curiously interesting film.

I promised no porn when I started this blog. I don't consider this porn, but a display of man's love for his fellow man. Better to watch than sucking and fucking.

A look for beauty

After a good weekend I've been going through reentry pains. I imagine they'll be over shortly, but meanwhile I need a beauty fix. I need it even more after the evening spent with people that exasperate me. So I hope you'll forgive me for not using any theme other than a look at beauty.

Smooth, silky, shiny and exuding love. A picture perfect photograph of homo eroticism.

He should have been used as the character 'Querelle' in the movie of the same name.

Staring into the eyes could help erase any problems.

Fit and fun.

Kissable and pliable.

Strong jaw, strong look.

Beauty in waiting. Or is that Made-in-waiting.

Maybe not beautiful, but certainly cute enough to attract many stares.

You have all heard the old phrase 'I wouldn't kick him out of bed for eating crackers'? I wouldn't kick this guy out for not eating anything.

Beauty has many definitions, one of the most quoted statements on it is that 'beauty is in the eye of the beholder'. I think there may be a more common thread that runs through what we call beautiful. I've been asked often why I think piss fotos are beautiful. I don't always, but there are fotos that are well framed, composed and have every element of beauty. It doesn't hurt that I have my own fascination with men pissing, drinking piss and getting golden showers.

Having beautiful models doesn't hurt, either.

I wouldn't mind sitting down right there.

A more mature look.

Fantasy looks.

I needed my Frankie fix.

Hispanic hunk. Hot, hot hot.

Another great shot of Jeremy Tang

Take him in your arms and cuddle all night.

I wish he hadn't been covered up, everything seems perfect.

A Look out the door

I've been stuck inside most of the day wishing I could look out a window and see the sights. Unfortunately, out my window all I see are couples walking by, cars, and condo's. Not a tree worth climbing or a field to play in. I suppose my mood has to do with the weekend and my body needing to catch up on sleep. I won't say much tonight, just that I wish that when I opened my window I would see one of the guys in the fotos.

How can anybody look so innocent?

An Interesting Weekend

Like I promised I was in Palm Springs this past weekend. Thanks to the guys at Waterboys.com for a well run event. Two days and three nights of guys into other guys, sex and piss was a bit overwhelming and intimidating. By the third day I was feeling comfortable and able to enjoy myself. Unfortunately that didn't leave me quite enough time to fulfill all the goals I had set to break. I've wanted to jump start my social life, not that I don't have an active one, but the one I have has not been as fulfilling as I would wish.

The biggest drawback for me has been that I have only been able to satisfactorily interface with one person at a time. I can chit chat with one person, but don't ask me speak in a group of guys standing around judging other guys or discussing their latest sexcapade. I freeze, not because I'm not as shallow as other guys but because I hate to put my shallowness on display. I'm saying this for a friend that tried very hard to make me more comfortable and worried that I was not enjoying myself enough, RA, I had a good time even though I had an agenda that did not get totally fulfilled. There will be other chances, I'm certain there will be now that I have cracked open the door and let the flood to start.

There are other guys I should thank and one guy I need to apologize to. I stopped at Hamburger Mary's the first day in town, flirted? talked with a waiter and let it slip(ha ha) my interest in having a drink. All was fine when I left. Sunday afternoon I saw him with two friends and without thinking about how catty gay men can get with their friends I spoke with the waiter without an invitation or introduction. He seemed fine with me speaking to him, but later I heard his friend making a nasty comment about him having a 'new boyfriend', not in a teasing manner or pleasant way, but in a way that was intended to embarrass the waiter. So guy I apologize for putting you in the situation. I wasn't thinking about the local/tourist dichotomy and how it might play out. However I also apologize for leaving without saying anything more that might have made matters better or worse.

Perhaps he didn't get the message, but you know who didn't show up. A few other porn stars did, two that surprised me by being much better looking and fit in person than on their DVDs. They were a nice touch, although one night the intensity focused too much on them.

If you didn't want to give me a mouthful, Frank, I would have warmed up your butt for you with a nice hot stream.
There were lots of these hanging around.
Also a lot of naked butts jumping around.


These guys should have showed up. They wouldn't have been allowed to stand around quietly for long.

Yes, there was a lot of yellow on display.

This one reminds me of one of the Porn stars that had a perfected furred butt. I usually prefer hairless cracks, his was enough to change my preference.

There was only one of these, not on this kind of body but I applaud the man for wearing it proudly. I haven't been able to wear mine since attending the Highland Games a number of years ago. I look to thin although I'm not.
None of these fotos are from the weekend. There were no pictures allowed, unfortunately. Still this reminds me of one corner of the complex after the lights went down.

Just a foto to elicit a few aahs. There weren't enough guys like this there.

This could have happened at the bar party. Not just once, either.

I saw this quite often. More stirring than a foto.

Not at all related to the event, this looks more like the resort where I stayed for the weekend.

I would have been glad to seen any of this happening. Nothing was this vanilla.

For the second time, none of the fotos in this posting were taken over the weekend. No cameras were allowed. A good idea, but disappointing in not capturing the memories. I had to post these two in an attempt to thank a man I met from SF that was one of the hottest men I've met in a long time. T, thank you for the time we spent together and the eroticism you brought to the dessert.

Now for an even more personal matter. Friday and Saturday nights I became enraptured with a young man from LA. Thankfully, either due to his innate sense or sly intelligence he knew not to get very involved with me. I could have become too intense in a very short period. EZ I apologize if I disturbed you. You are beautiful enough to make most of the men whose fotos I've displayed over the months look plain or common. If you would like to continue a long distance friendship drop an email here and I will reply quickly. Most importantly I hope you enjoyed the weekend in spite of me and because of me. My last sight of you was from behind, a sight that I shall not forget. I looked for a foto that would give the readers an inkling of your butt, I was not successful. I promise I won't become a cyber stalker, you were smart to avoid me when you did, I could have fallen for you too intensely for either of our goods.