Spent the day hungry for some flesh. Finally around nine PM BFF showed up H&H. Shame he wasn't full of beer, then I might be totally satisfied. As it is we didn't talk much about the recent breach of our "relationship". I hate that word. Anyway he did promise to be a bit more attentive and to work on keeping his promises. Will he? I doubt a skunk can change his stripes. Why do I put up with him? I suppose it has to do with my own insecurities or inertia, I really haven't been able to figure it out. Not for a lack of trying, I promise.
If there were a pledge of fidelity between us life might be different.  I can't give an oath that I will remain monogamous nor can he.  I have done very little outside of our friendship in twelve years, but, the time is now.  Not only have I done a little in the last month, but I am ready to do more if the opportunity comes up.
I hope this works as the gif.  I don't know if it will or if I have loaded it correctly.


